Insomnia

Last night was one of the earliest I've ever slept since I started working....11.15pm!!! Just decided to lie down and....bam! I was gone.

But look at what time I'm up.....it's 4.00am!!!

I have a feeling that I need about 5+ hours on sleep only before my body gets restless and decides to wake up. Looking at 'normal' days where I sleep at 2.30am and wake up around 7.30-8.00am, I think that this conclusion is pretty apparent. Problem is, by 10.00 am, I'm yawning my head off in the office.

In about 2 hours time, I speculate I'll be yawning my head off and back into bed.

Romancing my guitar

It is 4.16am, Malaysian time. I've been tossing in bed for 2 hours, but I still can't get some shut eye. I dreamt that I was trying to sleep, while actually trying to sleep. So here I am figuring out what's keeping me awake. I have a strong feeling that it has something to do with the Super Mocha Ice Blended Coffee from San Francisco Coffee that I had in the evening. To be honest, that is one really awesome mocha smoothie that I have ever drank! It was just smooth all the way. Take that Starbucks and Coffee Bean!

The last time I had this kinda 'can't sleep' experience was when I was in Melaka and was supposed to drive back to KL the next day. That night, I had some drink with some ex-classmates. And of all things I had to drink, I chose some crazy coffee stuff which left me wide-eyed the entire night and feeling like crap the next morning.

Since I'm up, I'm just gonna leave some pictures of me and my guitar at the recent Teenacity Camp : Relentless. It was one superb camp. I look somewhat weird in those pictures, but it's gonna be up anyways. Never went that crazy with my guitar before. If only I had the video version of those pictures.



















































These were from last year's Teenacity Camp : Dream On

It's finally running again!

I've been wanting to blog for a long time already, but somehow, Blogger just won't load on my pc the past few times I tried it. Let me check, the last I blogged was more than a month ago. It's been awhile.

I've been wanting to blog about my Hong Kong trip. I will soon. After I figure out how to input 900+ pictures on this blog.

I miss blogging. Just realised that blogging forces me to think through my life, some sort of reflection therapy. No wonder for this past month, I haven't been thinking straight. I so need this.

It's been a year since I graduated. A year since I failed that *toot* paper and by God's grace, passed it. It's been a year since I missed the Philippines mission trip due to the *toot* paper that I failed. It's also almost a year since I moved out of Cyberjaya...and had my convocation. It's been a year since I stepped out to be a working man. A lot has happened. Some good , some bad.

Alot has been running through my head. Sometimes I catch myself staring blankly, just thinking random thoughts. These random thoughts are quiet loud at times, till I can't hear what's going on around me. And then, I wake up.

I have been working close to 8 months in my present company. It's been OK so far. I haven't sold anything big...YET! I will soon. Still wondering why I'm here. Making the best of it anyway. A lot of travelling. A lot of waiting. A lot of studying. A lot of thinking of how to tackle the clients. A lot of praying.

There's just so much going on. Changes. I find it hard to keep up. My table's a mess, with bills and other what nots. It's coz I can't keep up. My report is 6 weeks overdue. I can't keep up. I seriously need some help. And there are the plannings that I need to do. The people I need to follow-up. The songs that I need to write. The music that I need to make. The business plans that I want to come up with.

This entry seems like the pouring frustrations of a busy person. I haven't been blogging for awhile, and my thoughts are all over the place, hence, the many sudden changes in directions.

It's 2.15am, and I have work tommorow.

And yeah...one more....money is such a depleting resource.......