life is like a box of .........

"Life is like a box of chocolates........the black and brown chocs remind you of S***!"
~wee liem~ an adaptation from the words of Forrest Gump.

woke up on the wrong side of the bed.....sucked........wasted the morning away...onlining!
didn't study.where's my discipline?.......my focus is screwed, my goals blurred, my hope disoriented, my courage wiped-out, my passion boxed-up......where is the life? where is the love?

somedays.....u just have it bad....real bad......but then, time doesn't stop for you to settle down, the world don't bother how u feel.......everything moves at it's set pace.....and u are all alone with your wounds,waiting to heal. what do you do?
just move on, the world ain't stopping for you......just grab what you can and move on....gogogo......don't look back......u can't grab for things in the past, they're just pictures by now.....moving from reality to history.......a moment....it was there, now it's just a memory....moving on slowly....thank God for friends who support and direct you on proper paths.

anyways, had a jamming session today........drove all the way to megamall and back to AYA.....painful drive......but the jamming session kinda dampened the 'hurt' effect. chun stuff.....really like the way music comes alive within the instruments......and how the player brings to life the melody......no words.......just plain music.........yet the soul is moved........thus proves there is a greater level of communication that words cannot suffice. thank God for music.

winding down now......gonna get some rest....somehow i messed up my chances again....silly me.....well......just wanna say thank you for that beautiful gift bubbles:) sweet of you...nice card too...nitez world.....hoping for a brighter start tomoro:)