of movies and music

*yawnz*
slept 4 hours only, yet a feel pretty much alive.an account of last night...had the down in the dumps feeling, an opposite contrast to a person i know. but i guess diversity is a form of life itself.

in order to pass time i watched movies...there was a time when i would sleep over problems that came my way...i never used t do this back in skool. in skool, life was much simpler, i was much younger,more naive, problems were much smaller. i could overcome and problems that came my way. in uni, the problems outgrew me, too big for me to handle and i sleep them over to run away( well, i learnt this from a dear friend:>).
last night was different.i didn't want to sleep anymore.tired of sleeping.so i watched movie after movie. i think rite now, i got about 100 movies with me, bout 60+ are somewhere in my com. movies i watched last night:
1.Love and Basketball
2.City of Angels
3.Good Will Hunting
by the time i was done...it was 6am.
was tired then, so jsut slept...somehow, i can't sleep past 10 am...no matter how late i sleep. just my biological clock doing it's job;) so by 10.30 i was just laying there in bed...staring at the ceiling, taking in the moment...plus, it just rained heavily. the air was quiet and fresh! i wanted to sleep more, but all i could do was just just lay there...and enjoy the silence. it was a nice feeling:) the cold and pretty much fresh air that greets your nostrils when u pump that lung of urs to to suck in on life.

it's already 1pm...and it stills feels cold! awesome! God, thank you for rain...rain that washes away the tears and brings back hope:D ain't that awesome?

so much for the morning:) we'll besides movies, i've been reading lots. just finished Grisham's 'The Pelican Brief' exactly one week ago! now i'm moving on to my next book, 'The Horse Whisperer'. all good books:)really awesome stuff. reading is important. when u read, it keeps ur mind active,always on the go, ur creativity and ideas just burst out.some ppl say that reading is the key to success... dun really buy that...but it sure does get my lazy brain to exercise a bit;) i plan to read as much as i can in this life.

well, this has been my thoughts for the past few days...why isn't life like the movies?? and i dun mean about the sequnce of events, like the good guy always wins and gets the girl, ppl get reunited and all that bullcrap. what i'm taking about is the soundtrack! u know, in the movies...the music plays an important key to stirring ur emotions to fit the mood. like when there's:
suspense : the 'jeng,jeng,jeng' song comes on
excitement : some punk song starts blasting
sadness : the 'sad' song
happiness : the 'happy-happy' song
silence : the 'no song' song
realisation : the 'semangat' songetc, etc

u get what i mean? there's a song for every important scene. sometimes i wish there was music when i'm going through something...music to match the moment. hmmmm...wouldn't that be nice? liek when u feel down...a sound track comes to life to add to the mood....then when u realise that life is more than this...a tune that inspires the soul kicks in...the usual tunes from movies like 'Lord of the Rings', 'The
Last Samurai', 'The PAtriot', 'Braveheart'.... and the likes...then, when u actually get going with life..a happy punk song starts blasting away.. mien! that would be awesome!
unfortunately, life isn't like that...so i'll just play my own songs in my head;)

oks..the day is getting better...better not allow myself to be stuck here.
*jeng ,jeng, jeng*

it's a new day, a new start...not gonna waste it babe!

it's time to 'Crap the Diem!!' (this ain't typo, that's just how i like to say it) * 'semangat' song comes in*


peace