Battlefield journal : Entry 3

status : victory

Today, I gave up my 'drugs'. God, if You say so, I'll do it. This is really boggling me. As I discarded them, I felt I might need them someday, but I felt that if I don't give them up, God cannot work in me. If I depend more on my 'drugs' than on my God, what kinda faith is that?

When I am weak, You are strong. I'm learning to say this with conviction. I'm learning the art of obedience. God, with You, I can do all things. Help me through.